After my first day at work, my face started to get inflamed again. No ekzemas, just redness. When my face is inflamed, it swells. When my face is swollen, I am a wreck.

I survived my last day yesterday. I am in a waiting position now, she threatened to call again when someone should get sick… Anyway, I got up today and my face is a balloon. Not bad really compared to what it was like already 2 years ago or last year in the end. But bad enough.

So I cancelled my guitar lesson. He said I should come anyway, it wouldnt bother him. But it bothers me. My bad conscience is killing me for having wasted money and so on. My Mom said too that I should cancel and it is ok, but damn, bad bad conscience.

I hate this so very much. Why cant it just stop, I want my face to be normal at least. Damn this skin. 😥