The title of this entry is “can you say stupid”, and soon you´ll know why. Since I just can´t sleep (look at this entry for a description of a typical night) I decided to take a handful of sleeping pills yesterday, (note: pills from my Mom, since mine wont do a thing) just to be able to get a view hours of sleep, since I wanted to get up early today to study all day. I was even allowed *wow* to stay home to get lots of learning done. Pretty good plan, don´t you think?

The night was as usual. Hardly any sleep, lots of scratching etc… The pills must have kicked in around 4.00 am. I wanted to get up at 5.00. No such thing.

At around 9.00 am I managed to crawl out of bed. Managed 30 minutes of revision when I couldn´t keep my eyes open anymore and crawled back into bed.

11.00 am I get up, revised the 2 pages I managed before, learned 2 more, and crawled back to bed again.

12.30 pm my Mom comes home from work, thank goodness for the dog barking, so I could get up and play the good daughter that I am *cough*, more revision, manged 4 pages, crawled back to bed.

5.00 pm 8 pages into my notes I get my first nervous breakdown *LOL* managed 3 more pages. And that´s where I am at now.

8.00 pm my brain is giving smoke signals because it´s already full with (useless???) stuff, I am not even halfway through what we are supposed to study. This is a nightmare.

I can´t believe myself, this must have been one of the dumbest ideas I had all year.