I am so deeply disappointed in people, not even funny anymore. I will never get rid of that victimrole. 😕

When people look at you with that guildridden face, or cant look at you anymore at all, could it be, that maybe, just maybe, they have a bit of a bad conscience? Really really sad, and I am so disappointed, but then, I always knew how people at the post office “tick”. Mind you, I did absolutely nothing wrong, just some people are dumb enough to believe a billion lies, and then there are those, who tell them.

Work problem is solved too, I am not getting another contract for God knows how long. I know I should be happy as I now have enough time to study, but we are living off that money. When I told someone she just replied “thats better anyway”. A friend. Disappointing, isnt it.

Life is sad, people are sad. If we wouldnt need the money, they would never see me again. But then, its probably the same pretty much everywhere.

And Crabbe, loosen your hold a little. If Longbottom suffocates it will mean a lot of tedious paperwork and I am afraid I shall have to mention it on your reference if you ever apply for a job.
– Snape

Lost in this world. Where is my patronus again?