The Gost Whisperer show really hasnt been good for me. For once, it has cost me multiple nights of sleep. Are there dead people in my room? As soon as I close my eyes, I am sure! And then, because I keep dreaming about my parents. I swear I have never dreamed about them as often before. Oddly enough, until today, only my Mom was “hunting” me. Today, my Dad was in my dream too, for the first time since he passed away. I dont think I have realized that fact yet, I am still mourning for my Mom. Life is weird. I cant believe this is happening to me. More often than not, I am feeling that I dont belong here anymore. Maybe this is why we dont know what happens after death. Because so many of us would go right ahead and kill ourselves.

Oh well. Until whatever happens, there is so much more mail to be delivered, and I am so sick of it. Its just so boring. Even with my new work clothes that a colleague gave to me yesterday! Little dresses as I call the shirts. They are all size 58! But I already wore one today. They are saying I am creating a new trend, haha!

I made a cake today and forgot to take pictures, its already almost gone! Note to self: grab a piece before nothing is left. Plus we are going to watch Harry Potter tomorrow, I CANNOT WAIT! I am about to finish Book 1. I am behind in my schedule. I am just too sleepy, cant help it. 😎