After horrendous two days of studying, I can proudly say luck alone will not do it tomorrow, I NEED A MIRACLE. And I am not sure, that even that will help.

I cannot concentrate. Progress is sloooooow, I feel I have forgotten everything already. No wonder, with the “stuff it in in the last second” method. I refuse to give up, but right now I feel like I will never manage to get my degree, and its so far away still.

Good thing that I will have a mere 20 hours to study for exam number 2 after exam number 1, HAHA! Someone kill me.

//pity party over

BTW, I had an insane dream today, it shows that I am really going mental now. I was delivering mail, when I spotted a pharmacy. I went in there to get laxatives (PLEASE, it has been ages, where on earth did this come from), and they refused to give them to me, they suggested I should go into therapy, and the pharmacy was packed, I remember I was so embarrassed, all dressed up in my postal jacket…