Of course not. I just felt like quoting Christina. Why do I have that odd feeling, that we will hear this song in every single casting show on this planet, in every version there could ever be, just like Beautiful.

What an exciting day this was, or not? I got up at 3.45 am for work. I swear, every single man at the post office is in heat 365 days a year. You cant ride with them in the elevator without some kind of comment, you cant even have a normal conversation. Today they fantasized about another student mail carrier and me having a lesbian relationship (in great detail), sick puppies they are. I had to flee for 10 minutes (no joke!), or I would have hit them in their faces. Pigs they are. And so inappropriate.

Got home, and got 90 minutes of studying done. Downloaded a new ringtone for my mobile, I went for a Berceuse (Lullaby), very lovely. Then sat down and practiced guitar for an hour. Inbetween I lost my nerves again with my idiotic brother. Sorry. But he seems to have found a “girlfriend”, and he is losing his head now. He is leaving for Uni, and doesnt return for hours. When I check on him to tell him he has to be at work in 20 minutes, he sais he is coming home, but of course he doesnt. How can you be so irresponsible. I just shouldnt care anymore, who cares for me, noone.

In any case, I am going to try two exams next week (Monday and Tuesday), I just need to be disciplined, and I know I can do it. But I have to work for the rest of the week. 🙁

And I didnt use my new scale today! But probably only because I havent had any time to play with it.