I was not able to come up with a turtle today, that reflected my mood. Tired, lost, cold, lost, depressed, lost… Thinking of it, lost would have been a pretty accurate choice, but how to pixel a lost turtle, there would be nothing left. Oh that irony. Seems my emotions mirror a neverending vulcan eruption. Maybe tomorrow I will pixel a turtle that is covered in stones and ashes, left with nothing but her insane mind.

At Uni, where I bought a cool “glow in the dark turtle sticker” today, *thinking I should have gotten two*, the post office called. My friend said “if I would be serious about Uni, I would not even consider it”. But what is right and what is wong, and more important, what do I want? Seems I have lost more than just the obvious. I need a miracle. And someone please tell me WHAT SHOULD I DO?

On other news, I found a cool Scarf Pattern, but I bought the wrong wool, a simple garter stitch scarf it will be then.

Maybe I need therapy again, or maybe I should just skip it and go straight into a mental institution. 🙄