I cant believe that it will be Christmas in 2 weeks. It feels like October. But given how packed the malls are, Christmas is definitly imminant.

Yesterday was the Christmas party from my “summer job”. We met at our Christkindl Markt, and then went up a mountain for dinner. I wasnt prepared for any of the three things.

The Christmas Market was packed, a ton of people, a choir singing Christmas songs infront of the cathedral. I cant have crowds, and the Christmas songs sat my head off badly.

The walk up that mountain was insane. My not existant fitness, made that walk up an unforgetable experience. The dinner was nothing I was able to handle.

It all feels so unfair, why do I have to deal with this, why not someone else, who has had a slightly easier life. It feels like its one thing after the other, and it just gets worse and worse and worse. This is a nightmare, I cant believe it is true.

On to better news, I will go and watch The Lion, The Witch, And The Wardrobe tonight. I hope it wont be sold out before we get in.

Sorry this is so negative, I will post something more delightful, when I think of something.