I have hit the aggressive why phase now.

I cant understand anything anymore. We have gone through so much, and it never stops.

Everyone that knows at work is so very sorry. But they are all so much older and they all still have their Moms, THEY DONT UNDERSTAND! I dont want to have their damn pity.

Every single day last week my group leaders first question was do you know when the funeral is? How nonsensitive can you actually be? When her Mom dies, I will be sure to do the same.

I am angry. I am so angry. I still need my Mom, she cant leave me alone with my old Dad and my aggressive brother.

Please make it stop hurting.