Its now almost exactly one week and one hour since my Mom passed away.
Sometimes I think I am ok, sometimes I dont know how to go on. We are in such big denial, it just doesnt seem real. When we went grocery shopping yesterday, I saw all of these people, and it seems like everyone is alive, and only my Mom isnt.
At the funeral home they asked if we wanted to give something into the coffin. I decided for the photo of me that she had in her purse. With the purpose that she knows that I am never leaving her alone, no matter where and when.
My Dad was sent into the hospital yesterday, he has water in the lungs? Those things we are used to, one thing after the other, but not with that bad outcome.
Tomorror is her funeral. We dont even know if my dad can attend.
I will be back after tomorrow with “regular posts” again, at least I will try.
6:58 am on August 2nd, 2005
I was in shock…like walking thru a surreal dream for at least 3 months after my mom died…then the grief kicked in. My heart goes out to you & you will get through it too because you are the part of your mother that still lives.
Take care my friend.
4:47 pm on August 2nd, 2005
Connie I’m so sorry, I don’t know anything about how it feels to lose a parent. All I can do is offer you my support. You’re a strong person, you’ll make it through this time, and I’ll be praying for your dad.
5:27 am on August 3rd, 2005
I hope the funeral goes alright (at least, as well as a funeral can go) and that your dad gets out of the hospital in time for it.
6:43 pm on August 3rd, 2005
12:20 am on August 6th, 2005
Sunshine, I am so sorry for your loss, and for all the pain you are going through right now. I’ll hold you in my heart. You are stronger than you know… Love always and all ways, dalin’ girl…
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