Das Verschwinden des Josef
Mengele
by Olivier Guez

6 Responses to “I Am So Angry”

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   Anthea
   7:49 pm on August 3rd, 2005

   Liebe Connie
   Ich weiss nicht, was ich sagen könnte, um dich zu trösten – und auch ich würde meine Mutter brauchen (obwohl wir gar keine richtige Familie sind).
   Geh einfach weiter so gut du kannst, lass dir deine Gefühle (egal wie falsch sie dir erscheinen) von niemandem verbieten oder ausreden.
   Eines Tages wirst du dich beim Aufwachen besser fühlen, dann ist es ein bisschen überstanden.
   Wenn dir jemand unangemessen kommt, dann sag es. Menschen sagen oder fragen Dinge aus ehrlichem Interesse oder Hilfsbereitschaft, die uns verletzen, doch sie meinen, es sei ok – wenn wir es ihnen nicht sagen, werden sie es nie besser wissen.
   Meine Gedanken sind bei dir.
   Anuschka

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   Katze
   3:34 pm on August 4th, 2005

   {{Connie}}
   ich denke sehr oft an dich – doch mir fehlen die worte.
   ich kann das, was anthea geschrieben hat nur unterstützen.
   ich denk ganz fest an dich!
   kathrin

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   Erin
   5:08 pm on August 4th, 2005

   what an insensitive prat! the next time that person asks be sure to remind that it is the 50th time asked and if that person doesn’t know by now, too bad. what a jerk!

   I wish I could make it stop hurting for you, unfortunately no one can do that…

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   Angela
   10:31 pm on August 4th, 2005

   Oh Connie
   I haven’t been here to ‘see’ you for months and months and months, and now I visit and realise you are dealing with this – such bad news – all alone, without saying a word, and I am so sorry. So sorry for your loss. So sorry for the unfairness that you have been left alone to cope with your father and brother after everything they’ve put you through
   If you need a friend, please email me? *HuGS* Have you said anything to Helen or Nicki?

   I don’t know what to say. You must be in shock? What are you going to do? I’m sorry I ‘left’ you for so long 🙁

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   Connie
   4:46 pm on August 5th, 2005

   Angie I always love to hear from you, and no, you didnt leave me alone! Life can get so buzy, and time passes faster than one thinks. I know you are always only an email away!

   I dont even know what to say anymore. Shock, denial? Too early, so much too soon. I told practically noone. Maybe that would make it real? I just came back from the cemetary, so peaceful, I didnt want to leave.

   I have no idea about anything right now. Just to get through the next few weeks, somehow.

   Thanks Angie! Lots of love!

   Are you still in contact with Nicki and Helen? I am awful in keeping up email contact.

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   Rob
   11:41 pm on December 17th, 2006

   Grief is a process which you have every right to, including being angry, as you come to understanding and accepting your loss and the life changes it brings both internally and externally.
   The love and good energy you share with your mom will always be there and you will always be close. You being true to yourself and being the best you can be, your awesome and wonderful self, will keep that bond strong forever.
   My sincerest best thoughts and good energy of health, happiness and harmony to you and yours.
   Peace