The walls are coming down on me badly, especially when I am alone, which I am a lot.
I was at the cemetary yesterday, alone. I didnt think I could manage, but it is so peaceful there, I didnt want to leave.
My Dad is still in the hospital, he never did get out.
I am sleeping as much as I can. I had an odd Harry Potter dream, hmm.
They said my Mom had multiple heart attacks, none of which we noticed. She hid so much from us, even me.
I miss her. 😥
3:41 pm on August 6th, 2005
That’s the nature of a lot of families – we all hide so much from each other, and we also hide a lot from ourselves. Do you have anyone in your life right now? Anyone for support? How is your brother coping? And your dad?
Yes, time does fly by so quickly. Sometimes a year can feel like a matter of days.
4:38 pm on August 6th, 2005
Not at all. We never show emotions. I know you are right Angie. Master in disguise. Oh well. I will check our journal now.
6:38 pm on August 6th, 2005
9:22 pm on August 6th, 2005
Oh nein, noch so eine Familie – kenne ich doch alles.
Und dein Vater ist auch noch im Krankenhaus?
*hug*
Anuschka
8:37 am on August 7th, 2005
I hope your father is getting better.
All my good thoughts & prayers go out to you.
8:53 am on August 7th, 2005
Btw, did you brother make you a Website for Christmas? Maybe I can help you? I have time now, if you want.
4:11 pm on August 8th, 2005
That’s so weird you mentioned the HP dream, because I just had an HP dream last night and it is disturbing me, hehe.
Don’t feel sorry about the sad posts. This is your blog and your place to vent. And we’ll do all we can to support you.
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