The second bunny is now dead too. It breaks my heart, as this was the one my Mom loved so much. The bunnies are gone, and another part of her, too.
Hard to breathe, hard to exist. Millisecond by millisecond. I want murder, I want tragedies. I want people to suffer as much as I am, it feels like I am the only one, and I know its not true.
On my mailround this past Friday, I felt like a grafestone. One person kept nagging me to look for a letter from the hospital, he needs to know if he has cancer of not, in the hospital they said that its very likely that it is cancer, but he needs to know. Well, there was no letter, and I can imagine he is not having a good weekend. Then a little later a woman who told me she had a surgery on her eyes, and a couple days later she was watching tv, and she went blind, and now she cant see. Again later a woman who lost her husband 6 months ago… And I just wanted to scream: stop telling me all of this, cant you see I am way overloaded already?
I just got back from a long walk with my friend. Awesome weather today, it feels like the world is going to end , and I had mad fantasies in my head!
Hopefully, I will get my wool soon.
6:34 am on November 19th, 2006
OMG Connie! ::hugs:: I am so sorry that little bunny is now gone too. I cannot fathom all the horrible things that are surrounding you now…I can only hope & pray that this ends for you soon.
9:41 am on November 19th, 2006
Oh no, it’s terrible, you really don’t deserve all this *hugs* I can’t even imagine what you’re going through. Can you take time off work at all? *hugs* Let me know if I can help xx.
9:47 am on November 19th, 2006
ohman, ist das ein mist =( das tut mir so leid, mit deinen bunnies =(
11:04 am on November 19th, 2006
Ich wusste das letzte Mal nicht, was ich sagen soll und ich weiss es jetzt erst recht nicht – aber ich kann in etwa verstehen wie du dich fühlen musst.
Ich habe zwar keinen Elternteil verloren, aber meine grosse Liebe (auch wenn wir damals nicht mehr zusammen waren) und wenn Cheyenne jetzt sterben würde, würde mich das wohl auch ganz schön zu Boden werfen.
*umarm*
12:46 pm on November 19th, 2006
connie, ich weiss leider gar nicht, was ich schreiben soll. da ich dir leider auch nichts von deinem schmerz nehmen kann.
fühl dich einfach gedrückt.
4:31 pm on November 19th, 2006
i’m sorry to hear about your bunnies, *hugz*
8:30 pm on November 19th, 2006
Oh no so sorry the bunnies are gone. How sad. Poor things, I wonder if they got a virus or something.
I am sorry to hear your having so much trouble Connie, sometimes it comes in waves, right? Like nothing could go right. I know that feeling. BIG HUGS 4U sweetie.
5:20 am on November 21st, 2006
Happy Birthday Connie! I know this is a rough time but mayb your birthday can be a new & better beginning. I wish you peace & joy & I am happy that you were born! 😉
::hugs:::arrow:
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