Tomorrow is that dreaded concert. I will go through the humiliation again of having to play alongside little kiddies, and hope that I will never have to play again, wishful thinking. I am extremly self conscious these days, sitting infront a bunch of people who end up staring at you, is really not inviting. If I tell my guitar teacher that, he sais, this is happening in your imagination Connie! Whatever, in 24 hours it is history. If only it was over already.
Another verdict is in, we are getting nursing money for 75 hours per week. Which tells you more about the state my Dad is in, than I ever could. He really cant do anything on his own anymore. And most of the time, he is calling me with my Moms name. Hard hard hard to deal with.
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Noone can stay depressed forever, even I have to snap out of it eventually, I cannot wait. 😀
1:17 am on March 15th, 2007
Es tut mir so leid, dass die Situation so schlimm ist – und trotzdem kann ich verstehen, dass dich das so mitnimmt – ich würde sogar behaupten, das ist normal.
Wenn ich irgendwas für dich tun kann und sei es noch so klein, so sag es bitte.
Alles Liebe
Anuschka
6:09 am on March 15th, 2007
Good luck with the concert. This too shall pass! 😉
Sorry your Dad is so unwell but I’m glad he is being cared for.
CONGRATULATIONS on your new trophy!!!!! Fantastic! I bow to your skill!!!!
4:43 pm on March 15th, 2007
I know how hard it is to play in front of a crowd. But, I know that from your recordings you’re such a fantastic player, and I bet the audience will think your fantastic.
Sorry about your Dad *hug*
8:16 pm on March 15th, 2007
Danke liebe Anuschka fuer die liebe Karte die Du mir geschickt hast! So lieb von Dir das Du an sowas denkst!
1:31 am on March 16th, 2007
Gern geschehen.
Mittlerweile ist mir noch ein Fehler eingefallen: Es war Februar 05, nicht 04.
Alles Liebe nochmal
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