A Philosophical Approach
We passed the big 500.000 mark sometime around 5.00 am MET yesterday! 
Lucy came closest and is the 1/2 million visitors prize winner! Congratulations Lucy! 
You will hear from me. The next goal is the one million mark! Check back in 5 years or so. HAHA
Unfortunately, life continues to be so busy, I just want to scream. 
My contract is running out in 2 weeks as Uni starts again, but honestly, I have no idea if I can even afford to stop working at this point. There are so many bills coming in. Like my Dads tax return from 2005, what the heck. 
As my brothers aggression grows worse by the millisecond, my longing for them grows stronger, and my heart heavier. Incomplete just takes on a complete new meaning. Never whole again, one of my favourite phrases from the Harry Potter series. I just have to convince myself, that this is how its meant to be. Thinking what a life is, nothing, if you are looking back on it.
My Labpet got nice Heart Shaped glasses. Looks a bit silly really. 
Knitting and the rest is progressing slowly these days. I still need to reblock my Hufflepuff bag (and add the lining which still needs to be bought), I still need to sew on the zipper to my Hoodie, and I still havent finished Lucy In The Sky. Sigh. My pile of books to read is growing steadily higher, too.
First guitar lesson yesterday was ok. I, of course, was stupid enough to leave my sheet music at home. Duh. My guitar teacher recommended to take my guitar along when I go on “Wellness” and just practice the 29 days away. Hmhm.
Life is interesting these days, extremely tiring, challenging, troublesome, sometimes entertaining, hardly enjoyable. As always I live by my mottos: accept what you cannot change, these too shall pass, and thats just how its meant to be.
Screaming for her Patronus is me, Connie, a little person somewhere lost around Salzburg, Austria. If she will ever be found again, who knows, decide for yourself. 
