Happy belated TURTLE DAY! Hopefully you all had a brilliant reptile day and remembered to keep on swimming, no matter what!

The last two weeks are almost not even worth mentioning. Lots of heart ache, disappointements, and and and. Unbeliveable. Before I even start a, hopefully short and emotion-free recap…. the best medicine… dog kisses:



They are doing an delivery area adjustement at work starting June. I was kind of hoping for it, because I thought my area is too big, especially for my disability status. Apparently I am the only one thinking this. Because they are enlarging my area by about 2 -3 hours a week. It was already not do-able in 8 hours, now I wont even have to try. My world crushed. I was so shocked.

I went home and wrote on Facebook that I wont go to work the next day or I am going to destroy everything around me. My Facebook is Friends-Only. Bad luck that a so called friend, who is also a work collegue, told everyone at work the next day, what I had written on Facebook the day before. That I was anouncing a sick leave and the other thing I had said, out of desperation. Should I even comment on this? I got into huge problems of course, writing about work on Facebook like this and blablablubb. She told everyone. I contacted her and asked her why, she denied it all. The biggest breach in trust of all my life. I am not even commenting it anymore. Hugest disappointement ever!!

Hospital appointement, nothing they can do for me right now. But we are going to do a hyposensibilisation against dust bunnies. It might help, but no guarantee.

Then an Uni collegue told me four days before our linguistic presentation, that she is dropping out of the seminar because of time issues. Brilliant. I threw my nerves away, scratched myself stupid, longest days trying to prepare for it alone, it was a nightmare and it didnt go well at all. The professor said that he knows that I am having a hard time these days. I believe that he thinks that my parents just recently passed away, but he meant well. I survived it and it is over now.

I am not even trying to get emotional over anything anymore. It is just a waste of time. Things happen anyway. But something that keeps in my mind is, what my group leader said to me after this Facebook disaster why do you always keep believing in the good in people… I dont even know anymore. People at heart are not good. See the Silvia saga, who I trusted so deeply. See the Peter saga, who I trusted so deeply. See this friend, who was with someone else, the only two people from work I trusted. Human disappointements are the worst. And they keep on happening.

To make up for this wrotten two weeks, we went book shopping. Does wonders for my mood!

Now I only need time to read. We did lots of Inline Skating, absolutely love it. We are always going the same route, it is just so beautiful!




Today we went almost all day over to our cousins having barbecue and such. Always so nice! Sitting in the sun and just laughing, laughing, laughing. Brilliant.




I have an Hippstamatic phase right now, yes. 😉 Not that I havent said it before, but I am in desperate need of luck. I am here waiting. Please pass by, now.

Have a good week you all! At least everything passes, no matter what. Keep on swimming!