I so much cannot wait for Friday. I am so horribly unmotivated. It is awful to get out of bed, it is even worse to go to work, and even worse again, to know that the rest of the week is going to be as awful as today. My group leader saw me today, and told me to not look as if I am suffering.
Today and tomorrow I had/have to pull the trolley (thanks Fiona for the word!) for someone. I cannot tell you how stupid that is, and how much I dont want to have to do that.
I have used the last resorts of my energy over the last few weeks. It is tedious to move around, to climb steps and what do I know. I broke down under the trolley today. I just dont have the strength anymore. I am an energy bunny normally!
I really want to know how much I have walked over the last 3 months. One area is about 10 kilometers long. Then I want to know how many stairs I have climbed. Thousand plus? How many letters, packages and alike I have had in my hand? Many many many.
My goup leader must realize how stupid that is to pull the trolley for someone, because she asked me if I will return next summer anyway…
Please time pass fast.
8:02 pm on September 21st, 2004
Aww, Connie, you work too hard, you never know you could have clinical exhaustion. Anyway, work ends soon and you don’t have to go back next year!! You can buy pedometers which count how many steps you take 😀
10:44 pm on September 21st, 2004
A pedometer? haha I’ve never heard of those Nicki! ^
Sorry, I know how exhausted you must be Connie. :-/ I hate to hear you complaining about something you don’t want to do… Hopefully you will not be going back next summer? Although the chances that you are going to enjoy your last few days of work are slim, I really hope you do. You can not even begin to imagine how many times I’ve wished things would speed up or that the day would end faster, but that’s kind of bad in a way. Try to look at the bright side of things(there is one!), I know it could really help and would probably make the day go faster. Good luck and take care! ♥
11:49 pm on September 21st, 2004
Oh Connie, poor you, please don’t go back next summer, it’s too brutal, really. I hope you will survive this torture. I can remember the last summer, it was horrible and hot, this year seems to be as horrible as the last one. Noooo, next summer do something else !
7:58 am on September 22nd, 2004
Well said Anni! I totally agree with you 😉
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