Bad bad bad bad day. 🙁
I ALWAYS end up being used. Always. I am such an idiot. I hate myself for it, I just cannot say no, and I have to pay for it so badly. It happens to me in all areas of my life. Whether its online or in real life. Whether its “friends”, people at work, or whoever.
Its again happening at the post office. Details would be confusing, but I am considering canceling my contract. I feel like an idiot. I am treated like an idiot, like I am 5 years old and retarded or whatever youd like to call it. Good enough to do what no summer worker is expected to do, whereas “the favourites”, “the most liked”, have it easy easy easy.
I am so sick of it. Sick that I ALWAYS end up like this. Sick that people always take advantage of me, because I am too good or just too stupid, whatever youd like to call it.
I hate everything right now. I dont even care anymore.
I want things to be fair. I dont mind anything, if others are treated the same way, or have to work the same amount, or whatever, thats fine. But nothing is fair. Not even close.
Whatever. I am going to bed.
10:53 am on July 23rd, 2003
connie, it might be time to start saying ‘no’ more often. i hate to say this, but there are really a lot of ruthless and inconsiderate people out there. it’s just such a shame that such kind people like yourself end up getting walked all over.
1:00 pm on July 23rd, 2003
I have to agree with Zelda- I know because I’m the same- just to darn nice to say NO and people play on that- you don’t have to be nasty about it- but you do have to look out for yourself and pulling yourself in all directions isn’t good for you- family can be the worst offenders- they just think that you’re ‘old reliable’ and will always put yourself out for them- bottom line is Connie saying No isn’t that difficult after the first few times- you just need to let folks know that you won’t be taken for granted {{hugs}}
1:22 pm on July 23rd, 2003
*hugs*
4:52 pm on July 23rd, 2003
stand up for yourself and fight for yourself.
12:11 am on July 24th, 2003
*hugs* Connie I hope you feel better!!! I know exactly how you feel, because it happens to me at times. Sometimes, the nice guys DO finish last huh? Just keep your head up and stay strong. Love ya! *hugs*
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