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Wednesday

20

August

2003

Everything And Nothing
POSTED in: Ramblings

Theres some weird problem with the imagined theme. The only page that loads fully, is the blog. When you try to load anything else, like the themes for example, only the header loads, and that was it. I dont like this! I cannot fix the bug in the new cam portal script either, I dont like this at all.

I have so much to blog about today…where to start…

Theres a girl working beside me now, that hates me probably to the moon and back. Its really weird. She comes in in the morning, and doesnt say a thing. She looks at me with such disgust, its scary. No, I am not imagining it. I have had two weeks with her beside me so far, and it really has gotten worse. Thing is, she doesnt know me at all. I can accept that not everyone likes everybody, but judging, before you know someone, is probably the thing I hate most. Oh well.

Mom has decided to not go to Weight Watchers after all, because Dad doesnt want her too. Geesh! She is borrowing the cookbooks now from someone instead. I hate how messed up my family is. If you think that things cannot get worse, you are terribly wrong.

I got 1 Euro today, because I had to go up to the 3rd floor to get something signed, but really, I had preferred if she had come down, too hot to climb stairs!

Have received the attention from a 54 year old lady, that works in the mail part of the hospital. When you first talk to her, she seems hmmm hard to describe. Mad perhaps, but I have really come to like her. She is terribly negative, fixed on the illnesses and whatever she has, and not able to look beyond. I tried to get her to look beyond, because after all, there is so much more than that, and she is missing out on everything else. Maybe it made click, because in the end, she thanked me for helping her so much. But really, she was terribly excited already, she jumped in fact, when I told her that TaiPe is in China, so I guess its the little things that count.

I said goodbye to a virtual place today, where I was a member of for almost 3 years. I havent unsubscribed from the lists yet, but I will soon. Not at all easy. I wish I wouldnt get attached to people like that.

Theres so much more to say, but have to go to bed soon, and havent played Neopets yet.

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4 Responses to “Everything And Nothing”


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    dodo UNITED STATES
    5:56 am on August 21st, 2003

    hrm.. have you fixed them? coz both are loading fine for me?!


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    ZhiWen
    9:24 am on August 21st, 2003

    Weird.. site looks fine. Why would someone dislike you? 🙁 She’s probably prejudiced for some stupid reason 🙁


  3. Reply to this comment
    zelda
    1:24 pm on August 21st, 2003

    sounds like one of those ‘people-and-things-are-just-weird’ days. *tröst* you’re right when you say that not everyone likes everyone, but being rude to someone before you’ve even spoken to her is just…well, rude. don’t let it get you down.


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    annia AUSTRIA
    12:29 pm on August 23rd, 2003

    i am not happy about that either if somebody dislikes me for no real reason. yet again i catch myself quite often too that i dislike people i don’t even know .. i am wiered 🙁 which virtual place did you leave, connie?

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