Today was my birthday. A day that I dread. I have been trying to work against that to plan lots of things that I enjoy, it worked to some degree. It hit me yesterday though, but a sleeping pill got rid of the bad feelings and I slept for a while. Sadness for the loss of the people that brought me here in the first place got over me, I have to trust that they were with me today, somewhere, somehow… I miss them and birthdays and alike are always especially difficult to get through.

I got up at around 9.00 am today, which is luxury compared to the normal 4.00 am, and started the day with opening the birthday present that I got from Anni :arrow:, which I also decided would make a brilliant photo number 13 / 26: AMAZING!

We (brother and I) then started a Simpsons marathon with a season 5 DVD set. At some point I realized that the episodes we were watching were 15 years old! Which is insane in itself.

We postponed the Christkindlmarket, I was just not feeling good enough and I slept through most of the morning. By the oven, which was quite nice. In the evening my brother and I went to watch The Deathly Hallows and it was SO GOOD! Especially compared to how bad the last one was. I loved all of it and I really like the big moment that Doby got. The realization of The Tale Of Two Brothers was also excellently done! I cannot wait for the second part. 🙂

The birthday cake isnt done yet. Bummer. Hopefully tomorrow. New week, new luck. Also hospital appointment, my feet are so swollen (again), not even funny. The coming week will be cold… ❗

Have a great one everyone!