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Das Verschwinden des Josef
Mengele

by Olivier Guez

17853 days until until long birthday weekend. oh no
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Wednesday

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November

2010

The Blues Of November

I guess it is official now, I got the approval for my Reha in the mail today and I also guess that the only person who is not happy about this is me. 🙁

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But: its a chance, there is really only to gain and not much more to lose. I also dont have a lot of options left. Dang it. Now I hope I can have a say when I can go… 😕 *pout, dont want to, pout repeated*

Glee yesterday was finally AMAZING again! That was about time.

I stayed home from Uni today so that I could lay down and sleep. 😥 Not good at all. But the nap was brilliant. 🙂 I am also eating too much these days and I hate it. And I hate that I even bother about eating too much. Maybe I wouldnt care so much if people wouldnt always comment on my weight loss (not intentional). Now I feel like I have to keep it up so that they wont comment again on possible weight gain. Why is life so complicated?! I still set a date for birthday dinner with my cousins for Friday. Mmmmmh, good food! 😀

I had some “weird” conversations with random people today. As a mail carrier you really also need to be a psychotherapist, a social worker and what do I know. People are frustrated and sad. Maybe it really is November that is making people so blue. I hope.

And now, should I do Uni homework for tomorrow or practice guitar before going to bed….

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