Nice things first. I received my latest Etsy order today. Its a stuffed turtle shell. I got it for stress relief. I think its perfect to throw and to knead away on. Very lovely. I also got a Plush Iphone Case. Me loves. *huggles thingies*

I went for my controll appointment to the dermatology unit again today. Everyone is wearing masks now, that was odd. Because of H1N1. Even some of the patients were wearing them. The virus is spreading rapidly as it seems. Scary stuff.

In any case, now I know why I felt so watched during the concert on Wednesday (call it 6th sense), because I was watched! Turns out one of the doctors went to the concert as well and saw me. I hate Salzburg, its just way too small, you cant go anywhere without people recognizing you. Argh.

To make a long and boring story short, I was once again taken off my immunosuppressants because I am already having side effects. This is so annoying. They said that they cant shoot my kidneys for clear skin. I said yes you can. They said that at this rate I am going to be on dialysis in 5 years. Damn. Now I am supposed to go to an internist and get my blood pressure fixed, he then has to write them a letter that everything is fine and only then will they put me back on the pills. Until then more antibiotics to stop this, which has never worked and more light therapy, which hasnt worked either. I am so mad I could scream. And really, there is no time in my timetable at all for all of these appointments.

Happy Birthday! I miss you more than I could have ever imagined. Always in my heart!