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Das Verschwinden des Josef
Mengele

by Olivier Guez

17853 days until until long birthday weekend. oh no
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Tuesday

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November

2009

Are You Really Sure?

Now I know why I havent posted in so long. My life is just so terribly repetitive!

Today, I picked going to bed over writing my report for tomorrow. I have about 2 hours between work and Uni tomorrow, as always I push everything to the very last minute, in which I then will have multiple nervous breakdowns because I am running out of time and the fear of not being able to finish. And still I do it, dont we all. So tempting.

At the hospital I might have made a terribly choice today. How far would you go to have nice skin? Today I went back on my Cyclosporin. We went over the sideeffects once again, the doctor signed the infosheet and I signed it, for the second time, knowing fully well that I am not doing well on it at all.. But there just MIGHT be the possibility of my skin clearing up and for that I am risking my life? Am I insane??? In a moment of sanity I really have to rethink if I really want that. I have a horrible feeling already.

Nothing spectacular at Uni. On my way home I spotted the photo of the day. A house with lots of arrows, every arrow pointing in the direction of a specific country! Full size pic here. HAHA

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Der Schatten des Windes