Tomorrow is that dreaded concert. I will go through the humiliation again of having to play alongside little kiddies, and hope that I will never have to play again, wishful thinking. I am extremly self conscious these days, sitting infront a bunch of people who end up staring at you, is really not inviting. If I tell my guitar teacher that, he sais, this is happening in your imagination Connie! Whatever, in 24 hours it is history. If only it was over already.

Another verdict is in, we are getting nursing money for 75 hours per week. Which tells you more about the state my Dad is in, than I ever could. He really cant do anything on his own anymore. And most of the time, he is calling me with my Moms name. Hard hard hard to deal with.

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Noone can stay depressed forever, even I have to snap out of it eventually, I cannot wait. 😀