Unbelievable. I have been sitting at the computer, staring at the b2 screen for over an hour now. I write something, deleate it. Write something else, deleate it. Want to write something, but decide against it, because people might be reading this, that I dont want to read this and that. Mad.
I am not even sure why I dont just write everything that I want to, and screw the rest.
I like my internet name a lot (turtelina). But it makes it impossible to be “anonymous” on the net. I cant post on boards what I want to, because everyone is going to know that this is me.
I think link lists are a huge disadvantage. Because everyone can so easily see, where you are posting at on the net.
I guess its a control thing. I want to be able to control who is reading what I write wherever, and who not. Maybe I am not the right person for the internet.
I actually only wanted to say, that I want to fast for a while, so I look ok at the guitar concert.
Yep, now I said it anyway. Yay me. 🙄






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9:20 am on February 7th, 2003
*hugs Connie*
Once I totally accidentally (honest – it was like through a clique membership list or something) found someone’s site (which I didn’t even know they had) and read things I shouldn’t have. 🙁 I often wonder what things would have been like if I hadn’t found out what I did. It’s not something I’m proud of.
10:37 am on February 9th, 2003
Aww.. but if you really don’t want people to read certain things, you should perhaps put it on LiveJournal or put a login on it..?
Der Schatten des Windes