… was probably one of the most rotten days I had since a long while.
I thought things would be different, just for this one day, how wrong could I be.
The day started aweful and ended even worse.
I blame myself for not being grateful that everyone is alive, nothing else should matter.
I think I have aged another 50 years yesterday.
Happy families make me horribly depressed, can anyone blame me?
Everyone has bad in their life, Ill get over it, one way or another.






8:18 pm on November 22nd, 2003
Im sorry Connie 🙁
Tell me if I can help or if u want to talk about something (aim: sofiachoco)
11:18 pm on November 22nd, 2003
(((connie))) das tut mir leid. meine geburtstage sind auch meist ein graus. irgendwie erwartet man, dass es an einem tag im jahr anders laufen könnte, doch das tritt dann meist doch nicht ein.
1:30 am on November 23rd, 2003
sorry I didn’t realise it was your birthday hun *hugs* here’s to Christmas and forgetting about birthdays? :\
6:21 am on November 23rd, 2003
I am so sorry your special day didn’t go well Connie. {{hugs}} If there is anything I can ever do, please let me know! Feel better sweetie!
8:58 am on November 23rd, 2003
Awww, if you need someone to talk to then I am here, I am free tonight if you wanna talk on AIM. I hope you feel better soon, don’t blame yourself.

4:05 pm on November 23rd, 2003
happy belated b’day! don’t feel bad sometime things just doesnt go your way…i know many times things never goes my way *sigh* but i’m still grateful for what I’ve got.
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