I have the much dreaded concert tomorrow. I really didn�t want to play, but I am not getting out of it.

I am playing a duo, at the very end, my teacher sais “the highlight at the end”. I wanted to play at the beginning to have it over with.

I am ok with the piece, it�s long (hard to stay on it, I usually drift off to somewhere else at least once), insanly fast, that�s fine. It�s the people that will be there, that bother me so much. I don�t want them to look at me. Is that wrong?

Maybe I am lucky and they will concentrate on the ekzema.

I really just dont want to fail, and disappoint myself. 😐

It�s at 6.00 pm central european time. If you have spare fingers, please cross them for me. I can need it.