I had a figth with my Dad yesterday because he made my Mom cry.
He left after having sat hours on the porch staring wholes in the air without saying anything.
I thought I wouldnt get to see him again.
I go to bed and cry until dawn sets.
Another day.
More chaos, more problems, more drama.
Sometimes I think this is the dream, and the other is the real world. But this isn’t the dream, is it ?






8:41 pm on May 9th, 2004
Awwww :(. I know this might sound terrible but would it be better if your mum and dad split up? *hugs*
8:55 pm on May 9th, 2004
Nah Nicki, the problem is far beyond that.
5:03 am on May 10th, 2004
*hugs*
7:00 am on May 10th, 2004
*hugs* aaaah Connie that´s terrible. i hope you´re feeling better now. I don´t like to think you´re sad. Maybe our dreams can be true one day…
8:07 am on May 10th, 2004
Oh I am sorry that you have such a big problem between your family 🙁 You can talk to me anytime you want though 🙂
1:22 pm on May 10th, 2004
🙁 I’m so sorry about everything with your family… I feel the same way alot about my stepdad. The problem is that I am not allowed to blog about these things because of weird family reasons. At least you have a little bit of freedom. I hope you have a nice mothers day!!
1:30 pm on May 10th, 2004
Nah Jaqueen, if they knew I am blogging about this uh oh. I just did because I cant deal with it anymore.
Ah well. We are stronger than we think, keep your head up too Sweetie!
5:04 pm on May 10th, 2004
i’m sorry, connie. *hugs*
5:29 pm on May 10th, 2004
I am sorry to hear you cannot cope Connie, can you talk to anybody who you know offline?
2:05 am on May 11th, 2004
awww Connie … *HUGGGSSSSSSS*
2:23 am on May 11th, 2004
So you parents have never been on your wesbite and read your blog?
11:01 am on May 11th, 2004
No! They dont know how computers (internet especially) work even. So no danger from there.
11:27 am on May 11th, 2004
So sorry to hear this Connie 🙁 I hope all is fine again now
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