The day was rather rotten today, as is my mood. For some weird reason one of the new chefs doesnt like me. What he must have not understood is, that I am not a regular, that I dont work there all year, but that I am only a student. Nothing I do is ok for him. I recycle the ads that were too much, I get into trouble. I bring my depot mail bag out to the cars, he asks me angrily if I am leaving already, when regulars have already left 30 minutes ago. I have delivered masses loads of catalogues, it is not enough for him. What is this. What an idiot! Work was much nicer when he wasnt there. I am going to complain to my group leader tomorrow. But what can she do, he is above her as well.

After loads of trouble and census I stand at the elevator, comes the guy that delivers our depot bags and sais my depot bag is too heavy, I have to repack. Turns out depot bags cannot be heavier than 30 kg. Mine was 55. Ok, my fault. They made me appologize over and over again. Idiots! That is not funny.

Then some idiots in my area dont get that pretty german doesnt mean that I am from Germany. Ignorant idiots. I sound everything but german. But of course I get the question over and over, where are you from, you arent from here, are you? HELLO? Get some brains, and education.

Then of course my brother who is home all day is agressive, who gets the full dose of it, me. My Mom is pissed because of something, who gets the full dose, me.

If you havent realized, the world is out to get me.

And I hate that hot weather. 👿