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Das Verschwinden des Josef
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by Olivier Guez

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Wednesday

6

June

2007

As Bad For One As Poison
POSTED in: Ramblings

park.jpgToday is a particular bad grieving day. The house is so empty, my brother is just staying away, no message nothing, and I am so very alone. I miss them so much, and I feel like its at day one, with no progress or healing. I just want to jump off of somewhere so I can be with them. I realize the absurdity of this statement, I just want this stupid pain to go away, and I want them back. Why did mine have to go, and all the others got to stay?

I biked passed a lake a few minutes ago, and I watched a duck killing another duck, or maybe he just wanted to hurt him badly. I didnt see the end, but what to do about it, thats nature, everything happens for a reason.

I have so much to study. I am probably just totally overwhelmed.

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6 Responses to “As Bad For One As Poison”


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    Lucy UNITED STATES
    5:56 am on June 7th, 2007

    *hugs*


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    Anuschka SWITZERLAND
    11:10 am on June 7th, 2007

    *umarm*

    Ich kann dich so gut verstehen, auch wenn ich andere Gründe für ein Gehen hätte.


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    Becka UNITED STATES
    4:41 pm on June 7th, 2007

    So sorry Connie, *hugs* 4 U


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    Ashley UNITED STATES
    5:19 pm on June 7th, 2007

    A duck killing another duck? How random. I saw a dead baby bird yesterday. It fell out of the roof of our apartment (birds are nesting up there). 🙁

    To fix my problem with the WP theme switching to the default theme, I just copied all of my theme files into the default folder.


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    Nicki
    8:33 pm on June 7th, 2007

    Aww, I’m sorry Connie, let me know whether I can help *hugs*

    I’m 18 tomorrow 🙂


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    Grace
    2:47 pm on June 9th, 2007

    I don’t really know what to say just I hope you’ll be okay. Take care.

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