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Goodbye, FINALLY, 2012

Despite all efforts, this Christmas hasnt been good. I took steroids that I wasnt allowed to take, I took so many allergy pills that I slept through the 25th and on the 26th the saga continued. So on the 27th I went to my dermatology outpatient appointment and telling the doctor that we have to do something, ANYTHING! We agreed that it would be a good idea to stay inpatient for a while. To intensify everything that I was doing at home. I have to say that I was quite relieved.

All of the nursing staff are really nice as always. They all know me quite well, they even know my friends well. 😳 I was afraid that I would be treated a bit “different” because of my multiple complaints to the patient advocacy, but only the doctors seem to know, and even those are treating me OK, some better than others. Only the doctor in chief was shocked when he saw me. But he kept his composure well. It is really nice when the doctors all know what a massive atopic eczema I have, because they all have seen me over the last years dozens of time, then being treated all new at a different hospital, where I have to tell every single one absolutely everything.

I like how they decorated every single ward. Christmassy!

Of course I am equipped with lots and lots of gadgets. Which makes my life much easier. I absolutely love my Kindle Paperwhite, my Google Nexus with 3G card and of course my Iphone. Noone there is as good equipped as I am. 😉 I absolutely love the live wallpapers on Android! Like this one taken at sunset, click.

It is also necessary to fix my sleeping. I take so much and I still cant sleep, because of the skin, mostly. Even the doctors say that they wouldnt rise again would they swallow what I am swallowing. And that with my age. 😎 1 Halcion, for falling asleep, 1 Dominal Forte, for staying asleep, 1 Atarax and 1 Xusual, sedating allergy pills, 2 Baldriantabletten and Passedan Tropfen, to help me quiten down…

Messed up! It is planned that I see a psychiatrist to adjust my sleeping meds. Hopefully!

Today is the last day of the year, I am home for the day. We are going to have Fondue, always the highlight at the end of the year. I dont think that all of my life I had anything else on the 31st of December. I have to go back to the hospital in the evening, but I am quite happy. Because my skin still needs care and because 2 of my favourite caregivers are on nightshift today. One calls me Connie Maus. 😳

This year needs to go. It has brought me endless pain and countless tears. I lived through so much, but I never suffered as much as this year. Goodbye 2012, you have been rotten.

Happy New Year Everyone! Make it the best year ever! ➡

5 Responses to “Goodbye, FINALLY, 2012”

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    Peter POLAND
    2:45 pm on December 31st, 2012

    Mein Gott, wie geil, das Nexus 7 ist deines?!

    Das ist der Hammer – jetzt bin ich a bisserl neidisch 😉 das Ding ist von der Hardware her ein absolutes Obersahnehäubchen. Mir rinnt der Geek Sabber vom Gesicht hehe!

    Live-Wallpaper sind wirklich saugeil. Ich benutz die Kaufversion von “Photowall”, die eine schöne, sich verändernde Collage aller deiner Fotos macht.

    Jetzt kann ich dich endlich mit Android Tipps “bemuttern” *froi* wenn du irgendwas, egal was, über Android wissen willst oder Hilfe/Anregungen für Apps brauchst… eh schon wissen! 😉

    Achja: Willkommen in der Android Gemeinde!!!

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    Connie AUSTRIA
    2:53 pm on December 31st, 2012

    @Peter: 🙂 Das Nexus ist nur für unterwegs. Habe ich mir für Weihnachten geleistet, vom Steuerausgleich. Weil das Ipad ist mir zu teuer zum rumschleppen. Ausserdem hats eine 3G Karte. 😀 Habe ewig überlegt welches Tablet ich mir kaufen soll und habe mich schließlich fürs Nexus entschieden. Bin sehr zufrieden, laut meinem Bruder ist es doch um einiges besser als das Samsung. Die Life Hintergründe sind spitze. 😀 Und ich habe natürlich immer das Neueste Android Betriebssystem, weil ja Google seine”Jünger” als erstes beliefert. 🙂 Eigentlich wollte ich das Ipad Mini, war mir aber für nebenbei zu teuer. Bin immer noch Apple Anhänger. Tut mir leid. 😉 Wenn ich was brauche, melde ich mich natürlich. 😛

  3. Reply to this comment
    10:01 pm on December 31st, 2012

    Alles Gute für das neue Jahr – stay strong!

  4. Reply to this comment
    6:45 am on January 1st, 2013

    Happy New Year Connie! Wishing you all the best!!!!

  5. Reply to this comment
    7:25 pm on January 4th, 2013

    @Lucy: and @Anu: Happiest new year Anu and Lucy! ➡ ➡ ➡

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