It really would be time for a positive entry. But once again, this week has not been good. 🙁 And this is starting to pull on my nerves. But what is there left to do than sit this all out and hope for better times?!

But good things first. Last Sunday, a friend and I went to our Marionettentheater to see Der Ring des Nibelung. It was crazy good! Probably one of the best things I have seen so far.

On Monday, our little doggie started having extreme heart problems. She had already in the past. Dogs and old age, nothing surprising. But on top of her having a weak heart, she has extremely bad cardiac arrhythmias. For a while, we really thought that she wouldnt make it through the day. Brother took her to the vet, she got a shot there, after which she did amazing! She now has to take pills twice a day to support the heart, but I am worried that they are not helping too good. She is still breathing quite heavy. Nikki does love getting a piece of sausage twice a day though. 🙂 Nevermind the pill in there.

The good thing on Monday, I re-handed in this stupid paper that was returned to me and hopefully I can now burn all things that are related to it. Yay!!! 😳

On Tuesday, I had a massive breakdown at the clinic. Our financial situation, the situation with my brother and Nikki, on top of constant bad skin, really takes it toll. I cried and cried and cried and cried. That was with the doctor, who said she needed to emotionally separate herself from me, because she is too involved and that is just not good and she cant be a good doctor. So I cried some more because of that, scratched my complete arm open which bleeded like hell and it was disastrous. Not nice at all.

I am trying to build off all that stress in running around, and right now it is running over the city mountains from a -d, c-b and so on.