Ok, here is the deal. I want snow. I want to wear my new winter coat, I want to show off my handknitted scarfes, my hats and my gloves. I want to watch ski races on tv. I want to see snow when I look out the window. I cannot do any of this when its sunny with 11 degrees Celsius outside. I need some Christmas feeling, I feel more like planting an apple tree, than putting up Christmas decoration!

Which of course doesnt stop me from going insane on the computer! Please grab Miss Santa if you want, or come back tomorrow for a set of elfish turtle smilies!

I have decided to knit a pair of socks for various friends. First, I am going to knit Elfines Socks in Opal Rainforest Raupe. I will keep you posted.

I have been watching Six Feet Under Season 5 on DVD the last few days, and how intriguing! Awesome episodes, shocking episodes, and I cant believe there are no more episodes after this. 🙁

I feel like I am 13 again when admitting how extremly uncomfortable I have been feeling inside myself and with myself. I was Christmas shopping with my brother, he picked out some clothes for himself in the Puma store, and the employee there looked at me and said, I should take off some time next week and come back, he is going to pick out clothes for me and that “we” really need to do something with me. I must have looked desperate. But that much? 😕