I really dont think that I will ever have a normal November 13th for the rest of my life. It was my Moms birthday. Happiest birthday ever , whereever you are right now! For some reason, my parents have been weighing on my mind since a while. The grieving never stops. Its still the worst thing ever, like it rips you into a million pieces. Oh well. It is how it is.

Work was exhausting again, of course. Afterwards, brother and I went to our Outlet Center. My brother bought himself a winterjacket without arms and I really wanted one as well. They didnt have it available for women, but I got two other things. They werent planned and I am not so sure they were in the budget, but too late now!

I have to work tomorrow. Not too happy about it, but oh well. It brings the money in! Take care of yourselves Lovelies, I will be back tomorrow!