Some questions first, how can you live with the fact that half of the country did not want you as president? And then, how can you get over the fact that you missed “the job” by merly 2 percent? Really, I couldnt live with either of the both.
This night was aweful. About 1.00 am. I am in the bathroom getting ready for bed. I am done, and see my Mom sitting on a chair, with a towel on her face, holding my brothers hands. 3 billion deja vus run through my head. I ask “is she having a headache”? Turned out that she had massive bouts of fear. So we spent most of the night with her. It was aweful. In my head it really didnt matter what she had. I wanted to call the ambulance, I wanted to call the emergency doctor. I have such a trauma from previous happenings. It was scary enough.
I saw by luck that Elisa left the 4000th comment! Cool. ➡ The post count is wrong though, hmmmm…
5:33 pm on April 26th, 2004
Awww, I hope your Mum is ok, tell her I said ‘Hi, I hope you are feeling better :)’. Aww, you must have felt so scared cos you get an awful headache when you get meningitis and she has had that before 🙁 Aww. Hope your Monday wasn’t too terrible!
5:41 pm on April 26th, 2004
Thank you so much Nicki!
Yes, the headaches must be beyond aweful, last time she fell in a coma. 
And she thinks she is getting it again. Worries worries worries. Mortality rate of meningitis is 70%!
But the rest day was ok, thanks Nicki, how was your day? WE SURVIVED MONDAY!
6:30 pm on April 26th, 2004
I hope your mother gets better.
7:21 pm on April 26th, 2004
Yay yay we survived Monday!! 😛 My Dad had a small fire at his work though.
Oh dear, comas mean bad news! Yay that she survived though. My day was ok apart from stupif allergies. Grrrr!
10:26 pm on April 26th, 2004
First of all a happy thought for yr mother: hope she’s feeling better now!
Second: did I really post the 4000th(or something-like-that) comment? Wow that’s a thing to be proud of!
12:43 am on April 27th, 2004
I’m sorry about your mother…is she alright now? I put some new things on my wesbite if you are interested. I want to get an account with B2, but for some reason, the wesbite won’t let me register. Why is that, do you think? I don’t think I could live with myself if I was your president. I can barely live with myself when I know one person is mad at me, not to mention half of a whole country!
11:43 am on April 27th, 2004
I hope your mom’s alright. Where do these attacks of intense fear come from? What is she afraid of?
10:46 pm on April 27th, 2004
I am wondering the same thing too Connie.
11:09 pm on April 27th, 2004
Everything is too much for her, I cannot blame her.
She is on very heavy meds, but she built up a tolerance. Complicated. 
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