Its incredible how you can waste a whole day! I did absolutely nothing except sit in bed and stare at the walls. I have to do so many things, and this is how I spend my Saturday, I cannot believe it. 😯

I didnt work this past week, but still I felt incredible tired and “burned out”. I seem to drag myself from one thing to the other. I went home from my guitar lesson yesterday with my guitar case open, and my new and very expensive guitar crashed onto the very hard floor. I just stared at it laying there, until my guitar teacher stormed out of the room to pick it up. My brain is so tired, or maybe it was shock. To make a long story short, and none of us who saw and heard it could believe it, the guitar did not only survive it, it does not have one single scratch. The same thing happened to my guitar teacher, and his guitar is broken beyond repair. Unbelievable.

After a night full of dreams about my parents, I cant seem to turn my head off. Today I struggle with why people get to live and some dont. I am jelous of the people who have faith and belief. People who can, whatever may happen, blame God, trust God, ask God. I will never understand this life, never.

This I won at Neopets today:

From the 150 NC I bought a Sparkling Purple Mystery Capsule, in which I found this.

Tomorrow shall be better. At least I need to get a lot more done. We will see.