I cannot believe that 2006 will be over in merly 5 hours. Scary how fast time flies once you are past childhood… The past few years I have lived by the Never Look Back strategy, looking back on what I have all not achieved, would have been too depressing anyway! And God forbid New Year Resolutions, I am definitly not going to set myself up for failure, just to be upset all over again!

This past year, I still had to waddle through truckloads of grief, and all I remember is grieving, more grieving, and then some more. I am the Mistress of Disguise, the Champ in Pretending! But with this, there is no escape, you are constantly reminded of it, you need to deal constantly, and I am definitly no medal winner in dealing, and seconds can be longer than a lifetime, this I have learned.

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