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Das Verschwinden des Josef
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by Olivier Guez

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November

2010

Es ist, wie es ist.

NaBloPoMoYes, it is time again. For this years: (Inter)National Blog Posting Month! Weeeeeh! Which also means: 30 Posts in 30 Days. A challenge, but I can finally post all the little things that I wouldnt bother to tell normally or that might just get lost along the way. :mrgreen: Exciting! *kind off* I am also joining: 26 Things, a photographic scavenger hunt – for the month of November! 💡 Which equals: 30 posts with almost a photo every single day to go along with it in one single month. Prepare yourselves! 😛 I am eager and glad it is finally starting. It forces me to stop thinking and open my eyes again to my surroundings which I so often neglect.

This past week started with one of the worst delivery days I ever had. I am doing this job for how many years now in whatever weather conditions under hellish health statuses… But that last Monday… Honestly, I can not remember many bad weather days. Sometimes, it happens to pour all morning and you get soaked. Sometimes it is so hot, that you are in danger of passing out. Sometimes you walk though feet high snow. But that last Monday… Yikes. It started with middle heavy rain at freezing point when I left the post office. I wore 4 layers of clothes. On my almost 30 minutes bikeride out to the mailarea, I got pretty wet. The rain started to mix with snow at some point. At that point I was soaked. Those 4 layers were glued to my terrible skin. It was hell. It then started to snow heavily. Time just didnt pass. I was freezing so badly, I really wished I had dry clothes along with me to change. My hair was dripping wet, snow piling up on me… ❗ It was so NOT NICE. A complete nightmare. Of course this all went along with the super smart people all over telling me that now the bad weather is starting for us. Really, I wouldnt have noticed… Grrrr. I know, everyone has bad days, this is how mine are…

Der JokerOn Tuesday, I started another ingenious book which I finished today. I practically read none-stop. I Am The Messenger by Markus Zusak, who also wrote The Book Thief. The book was INSANE! I couldnt put it away, you just want to know how it ends and what it is all for. I loved it. Markus Zusak has a way of telling his stories… so easy to read and to understand. His characters are simple as can be, but you end up loving them all. It all starts with a bank robbery and a hero, who calls himself useless, boring, unimportant to the world. As life goes, he quite literally gets handed 5 cards, each card with various assignments proving him, that he can do so much more than what he thinks. That he is quite worthwhile and able to do so much more with his life than he ever could have imagined. And if you want to know how it ends, you have to read the book, because as I already said, its ingenious. Yes, it is like it seems. I have been reading way too much lately neglecting everything else. No self control. 😕

Turtle CandleToday was all Saints Day. As I keep saying every year, a day so very important to my parents, but none of us able to go the graveside. I am just so glad that this day is over. A bad, bad day. I just pray and hope my parents are not mad with us. We are trying so hard, but we are still so full with grieve that we cannot really grieve. If that makes any sense…

November is here. Have a great one, until tomorrow! 😳



4 Responses to “Es ist, wie es ist.”


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    Erin UNITED STATES
    1:59 am on November 2nd, 2010

    I decided to participate in NaBloPoMo this year, too! Hopefully we can make it through it 😉 I’m sorry to hear about your continuing skin issues and grief over the loss of your mom and dad… although I’m not sure if the latter is something that anyone can really completely get over. 🙁


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    Lucy UNITED STATES
    6:07 am on November 2nd, 2010

    OMG! Your Monday sounds like your own personal *Iron Man* competition. I’m glad you didn’t get pneumonia.

    All Saints Day…I felt my mother with me all day & even one of my aunts popped round…it’s always odd, but reassuring, when I sense them around me. I know your parents are around you too…even if you can’t make it to their graves.

    Happy blogging!


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    Anu SWITZERLAND
    12:03 pm on November 2nd, 2010

    Ich würde ja nie an so einem Projekt teilnehmen, doch ich freue mich auf die Fotos und die Einträge von dir 😉
    Allerdings hätte ich jetzt ja auch Zeit – doch nein 😛

    Ich habe gestern auch überlegt, ob ich mich als Sicherheitswärter bei der Bahn ausbilden lassen soll – doch das ist mir dann doch zu anstrengend und eben: Im Wetter draussen *ächz*
    Ich hoffe, du wirst nicht noch krank.

    Ich lese grad Love von Stephen King, gefällt mir gut – die Dunkler Turm-Reihe naht *pssst*

    Ich bin ja nicht katholisch und gehe auch sonst nie auf die Gräber – ich finde das lächerlich, denn: Meine Lieben (Vater, Grossvater, Pate, Ex-Freund – um die Wichtigsten 4 zu erwähnen) sind in meinem Herzen – mit meinem Ex spreche ich seit fast 20 Jahren fast täglich – er ist einfach da. Vater und Grossvater haben ausserdem ein Urnengrab, da muss man nicht bepflanzen 😉

    Lass dich nicht wuschig machen!!!


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    Connie AUSTRIA
    4:44 pm on November 2nd, 2010

    @Lucy: ROFL!!! 🙂 Thank you Lucy! If they are around, I am not sure I can feel them. I must try and concentrate harder. Why on earth we have to go through this already, I will never understand, too early.

    @Erin: Hello Erin! Yay for participating in this too! ➡ IIts the things that seem unimportant to us, that are interesting for others! I didnt even realize how close you lived to all of these amazing places! Looking forward to what you will post next. *no pressure though* 😀

    @Anu: Ich versteh nicht, wieso man sich an Tagen wie diesen, so auf die Religion beruft. Das ist sicher noch ein Überbleibsel von früher. 🙄 Ich weiss nur, dass die Leute wie die Wahnsinnigen auf die Friedhöfe gerannt sind die ganze Woche lang, um das Grab schön herzurichten. Da kommt man wieder ins Grübeln. Im Prinzip bin ich eh bei dir, es ist doch wichtiger man hat die Menschen im Herzen und denkt oft an sie… Trotzdem ist dieser Tag einfach nur die ultimative Scheiserfindung, weils so dermassen an meinen Nerven zehrt. An denen von meiner Mama auch immer. Wenn was so negativ besetzt ist, kann es einfach nicht gut sein… Und ich beschwafel dich schon wieder. 🙁 Sorry. Achja. Jetzt ist es wieder vorbei. Danke Gott! Ich wünsch dir alles Gute Anuschka! Pass auf dich auf und eine gute Woche wünsch ich dir! Erhol dich noch gut und du wirst für dich sicher die Beste Entscheidung treffen! Frau kann keine Wunder vollbringen. Es ist einfach so. ➡

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