43 days until my vacation! 🙌 Yahooooooooooo! 🙌 Later than I thought, but still good enough. 😛 I am going to make a bucket list of things that I want to do. Granted it is most likely only 3 weeks this year :(, but I still want to take the best advantage of it. I would really love to go away for a few days. Scandinavia, England 💂 or Vienna? They have an exhibition on WW 1 that I would love to see. Only need to convince brother, that he wants to go away too. Hmmm. But so excited! Away from work, soooooo badly needed.

Now that I am on my 4th book on Hitlers Lats Few Days I can draw the first big conclusio: human weaknesses are always the same, on all levels and throughout the ages. How good is that to hear?! There is betrayel, lies, jelousy, non-loyalty and absolutely no memory for all the good. 💡 These are the weaknesses of the human kind that we have to deal with every single day. I wonder what is at the very chore of all these bad habits… ?? Or arent these bad habits after all?

Last weekend was an awful IUD weekend. Even moving around was painful. Very good excuse to lay down and not move around. LOVED IT! A book, pyjama, a warming bottle, lots of pillows… that is quality of life at its best. That IUD needs to go. Soon.

Happenings at work seem to repeat themselves. Awful mood 😬, way to much to do ✉ 📫 📮, complete exhaustion, plenty of extra hours (which will be unpaid of course), awful mood, lots of outbursts… I cannot understand it. Especially why people scream at me and let their anger out at me. But I have to console myself with that any sort of outburst says more about them than about me. 😉 Best strategy: limit contact to work collegues to a maximum. 💡

Out in my delivery area, everything is good. There is a new puppy around, a new baby cat 😺, and so much gratefulness. I love my delivery area! This week there were sweets 🍦, crazy things to take photographs off: the biggest chickens 🐓 ever and skin lotions:

Next week I want to work on our porch, possibly start on garden, buy the new Chris Carter book 📕, soooo much to do. It will be also Emmas 2nd birthday tomorrow, she is already in pose for the celebrations, crazy girl:

The football world cup ⚽ is passing me by, matches are too late ⏰ and I am always too tired 🏨. I wish we all could be monkeys 🙊 and live in Gibralta. I think life would be quite brilliant!



Today I made Strawberry Lemon Cake Bars with Lemon Glaze, mine certainly dont look like they are supposed to. Photo later though, they are still cooling.



I am thinking lots again these days, and I think unsolved mysteries solve themselves with time. And so I am slowly able to understand what is driving people to make certain desicions. A waste though. ‼ Absolutely and really.

Goal for the three months that I am off Uni now: lots of Uni things of course, improve our living space and improve my life. Be more open for all people and look for possibilites rather than walking around with my head held low. There is so much life to experience and I so much want to be part of it. 👯

Now off to inline skate while Emma lays around snoring. Looooooove. ➡