This week was SO not good. Its beyond me how life works. 🙁 I have lived through so very much, but I am at a point, where I am so lost beyond being ever found again, its crazy. Seems (it sure did!) this whole emotional bondage thing has thrown me over the cliff and now I am drowning even though I swim so well! Enough of metaphorical talking.
My friend, after almost carrying me into the psychiatric ward herself multiple times over the last few months, has decided I should go and see a friend of her Moms, they both do and did alternative healing methods. So on Wednesday I went and had an hour of Pranic Healing. It strengthens the body to heal itself basically. It sais the body has a natural flow of energy, and when at some point in the body the energy cannot flow, you will get sick. There are 5 Chakra points on the body. Before the “treatment” you can decide on which energy you need working on. For me, we worked on emotional energy. I laid on a bed with eyes closed for 30 minutes, while she worked on the energy. I am sure she did her best, but I just bursted into tears after she was done. 🙁 I guess I am beyond this healing technique. But I do feel, that for problems which are not as extreme as mine, this could be worth trying. In the end she told me that my Aura is beautiful and that I can get this fixed. But as she probably realized herself, this needs much much stronger guns than she could ever offer.
In my quest to not get completely smashed by my head, I once again, tried to stay busy. Biking and hiking ;), reading…
Another one of my absolute favourite shots ever! Good thing nature is so supporting: 😉
We, brother and I, also had an absolutely brilliant barbecue at my cousins. So much good food! We are really enjoying it to get so spoiled by them so much!
This week, I read Shades Of Grey. Very interesting and informatory. I think people read it, because it is such a bad book, that you cant put it away. :O Why not. Book recommendations very welcome. I am now reading The Night Circus, which is absolutely magical and enjoyable.
No dog news. 🙁 I am going to email them this week and ask for new pictures. I hope they havent forgotten us. :O We did start to buy things for little Emma.
I so much cannot wait for this dreadful hospital situation to be resolved, it gets more absurd and hurtful by the second. Remember my visit to the psychotherapist a while ago? Turns out, that after this, she and my dermatologist had a talk, and after this talk she abruptly stopped treating me and forbids any contact with her at all ever since. I wonder whatever became of the obligation to secrecy? And I cant understand at all why this doctor is still being 100% supported by the chief physician of this clinic? Beyond me. If I only had money, I would sue her crazy. Most of all for emotional cruelty.
This week will be challenging. But as always: this too shall pass, hopefully.
Too Good To Be True
Instagram Fun In The Sun Rain
Oh So New And Shiny
Lucy
Connie