I think slowly but surely you can say that I am going insane. Does it even wonder anyone anymore? 🙁 I am so disillusioned by life, not even funny. I want a relationship, I want kiddies, I want to build a family. I think I am ready to let go of my brother. He is now going to live another month off the money that his sick sister is earning. It is not fun anymore (was it ever)… I cant make anything new at home at all like I so much need to (carpets need to go very badly…) because two grown people live off my postal money, which is not much to begin with. Sad, depressed, about to give up. 😕 So the search for a man has begun. It would really help if that stupid steroid rebound would stop soon. Skin is BAD! Again, I will be surprised if I make it out of the hospital on Thursday. If my doctor signs me in, I am staying. I need the brake (or is it break? I can never tell the difference). Work is costing me a lot of nerves again lately, too.

On other sewing news, I created a very personalized notebook. Again, it is a mess, but who cares, I like it!
I will probably make a dozen more, or so…

This past week came and went. Not consciously active lately. 34 days until Israel. Oh, almost forgot. I love this season of American Idol! 😀 I cant believe which people they let go. I would have picked differently. But then, these are pros, and I am…