Almost a month again since my last entry. Where does the time go? I have really no idea. I wonder if this is how you feel when you are 80. Where did my life go?

I have been really enjoying the nice weather we are having lately, so nice. So good for my mood and skin! Unfortunately, it doesnt solve my “almost burnout”. I have the worst motivation problems you can have. I have two exams coming up, one is rather big, and I cannot get started. It is awful. I know I need a degree soon, I know that I have no future at the post office nor do I want to be a mailman all of my life. And still. Damn. I know I keep saying it, but I really do need a miracle. A big one.

I finished my Diminishing Rib Cardigan and I started with Amelia yesterday. Photos soon.

Readingwise, I finished The Witch Of Portobello a few days ago. An OK book. Nice to read, at times you go “ah ok, interesting”, and that was already it. Maybe a bit too esoteric for me. Nevertheless, I want to read more from that author, just because he seems to have had an interesting life and lots to tell because of it.

I have been spending money like crazy lately. It makes me happy for a little while. Lots of turtle things and stuff for the house and garden. I miss my parents more than usual and the big arguments with my brother continue. I am at a huge crossroad it seems, and the cars keep rolling over me until I decide to move on. But as said before, no motivation at all right now. Hope dies last!

One of our bunnies died yesterday. Totally unexpected and very sad. You should think I am used to it by now. 😯 We really need “to smoke out” the house. There is way too much bad energy still in here.

What did you think of the latest House episode? I was so dumb to read the spoilers before I watched the episode. Argh. I didnt like the episode, maybe I need to rewatch it.

So far so good. I think I will knit some more now. Not that I should do anything else…