As we are nearing the Football World Cup Finale ⚽ ⚽ ⚽: Argentinia vs. Germany, lets hope for a much better referee than yesterday ;), I can say, I havent seen as few matches since forever as this time. Shame. Way too much to do and way too sleepy. 🏨 💤 I wonder if that might be my meds…

This past week started of brilliantly: with celebrations as Emma had her second birthday! 🎂 Ahhhhhhh our doggie. 💛 💙 💜 💚 ❤ She looks like she cant believe it herself:

We went pressie shopping for her and got ourselves some new books for the rainy week ahead. 🌁 It was brilliant, having awful weather outside and being inside, laying on the sofa reading. 📚 Ahhhhh, that is quality of life:



Apart from that, this work week brought lots of shocking news and worries without end. 😱 Before getting this rotten permanent Kollektivvertrag at work, I have had chain contracts, as did many others as well. Now someone from Tirol sued the Austrian Postal System 🏤 because of these chain contracts being illegal. 🛂 And he won. Which means all of us that had these chain contracts, would need to be put back onto the better contracts, permanently. HAHA! Quite the contrary. They are firing everyone instead. 🆘 One woman from my distribution center got a registered letter and 24 hours later she was fired. 😲 Apparently they are doing it to 800 people all over Austria. I am worried shitless. I have an 👉 official disabled status 👈 at work. Which means I should be iredeemable. But I cannot trust this. Worries are never ending.

Oh well. This week was jamming week. We made Strawberry Lambrusco, Strawberry Amaretto and Nectarine Lemone Marmelade. So easy, so fast and so very delicious 😋:

My brother is on the labels as well, because he is cleaning up my mess and to improve his mood. 😸

I have decided to stop making so many newspaper round. They have been killing my weekend and I have learned, that Saturdays are worth too much! Instead, I made a nice walk with Emma 🐾 instead:

We are finally renovating the walls. We started. Everything we do around here is making a huge difference. It is needed. ‼

On Friday I went for my 5th de-sensibilisation shot 💉 and I started to react. Last week already, but this week seemed worse. Lots and lots of Asthma attacks. 😣 Not good. That is why a severe Asthma is an exclusion criterion. Dang.

Today I dreamt, that I was in the hospital and they had no meds written in my file again -as has happened plenty of times. I was a mess when I woke up: nightmare. To improve my mood, I baked Chocolate Cheesecake Brownies, they look weird but are good enough. 😋

Lesson of the week:

I am feeling really lonely again lately. 👫 Seeing what all the others have and I dont. 🙁 No quick solution.

Not too curious to find out what this week will bring. But whatever happens will happen anyway. Have a very good week everyone, life is happening, always. ➡ ➡ ➡