Portal Weblog Turtelina Books

Das Verschwinden des Josef

by Olivier Guez

-1325 days until until long birthday weekend. oh no

Last FM
go down





Much Worry Makes Hair Gray

Yay its Sunday! Sunday is funday?! 😀 Actually I spent most of the day in the kitchen and made food it seems. First banana pancakes, the recipe is from a YouToube channel called Tasty, its totally easy: just mix 2 mashed bananed with 2 eggs, 1/2 of oats and 1 tbs of vanilla. Thats it. Mmmmmmmmh!

Then I went swimming, as I am still trying to do every Sunday. The hospital with the apharesis has cost me a lot of substance, AGAIN! So annoying. Which makes swimming a bit frustrating, but I did it nevertheless. When there is a will….

Got home and was so hungry, that I made some fingerfood, for snacking, or so I thought. Because brother got home from work and ate them all. Yes, all of them. Not even funny, I was so mad! He got aggressive, so he won, I dont have the nerves for this anymore. Next time I am going to divide them into 2 potions, if that is necessary. So annoying!

It is how it is, thats what I always say. Nothing to do about it now, is there.

For dinner I made another Pinterest recipe: a sweet potatoe, hamburger cheese casserole. Oh boy, so good! Yumyum.

Now that my skin is fairly ok, I constantly worry about everything that my skin does. My atopic eczema is still fairly active and I hate it so much. I now have all of the feelings gain that I used to feel years ago. Because everyone know that I am doing this apharesis trial therapy, they all stare at my skin, which I hate! They really mean well, I know! They are excited that my skin is so much better! Even the swim coach commented on it. 😉 But I already feel like a failure again, like letting them down, because there is erythema in my legs and it worries me so much, because this cant be, it shouldnt be. And I dont want to let anyone down, but I have that constant fear that this might just not be the miracle treatment that we are all hoping for and I know the doctors want to get this treatment approved. Oh well. Too much pressure, MUST stop worrying, it doesnt do any good.

I dont even want to think about the coming work week, we have to count mail again, such a silly and time consuming task. They want to cut down on mail carriers, AGAIN! Every year the same thing. The quality of the Austrian Postal Service has gotten so bad over the last few years, but they dont seem to care.

So much so good. Be well you all and sleep tight! Good night.

Leave a Reply

XHTML: You can use these tags: <a href="" title=""> <abbr title=""> <acronym title=""> <b> <blockquote cite=""> <cite> <code> <del datetime=""> <em> <i> <q cite=""> <s> <strike> <strong>

:geist:  :hail:  :achtung:  :herzmann:  :ente:  :traurigsterblick:  :kuchen:  :blob:  :blobmaedchen:  :cooltext:  :crytext:  :doublegag:  :froitext:  :grintext:  :grlaugh: 
:helptext:  :hugtext:  :hugblinkie:  :hugli:  :hugre:  :knuddeln:  :yippietext:  :wowtext:  :tuuuurtle:  :turtleputzi:  :turtlechoir:  :turtlelove:  :turtleteich:  :turtle2:  :turtle1: 
:snowman:  :sweettext:  :wasist:  :kuss:  :loool:  :scream:  :scry:  :shaun:  :soshocked:  :grinsemann:  :rosen: 

go up  
... und in der schwärzesten Nacht meines Lebens sah ich Sterne.
Der Schatten des Windes