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No Has An Expiration Date

I seem to be down in the rut lately. I cant decide what to knit, what to read, what to watch. Sometimes, I sit in my bed for hours, unable to decide anything. At some point, I turn off the light, and go to sleep. I do nothing but sleep since I got home from work Friday. No wait, I went to the movies yesterday, Stranger Than Fiction, brilliant movie, worth watching, even though no one else was in the theatre but us… Even there, I couldnt wait to go back to sleep. I wake up in the middle of the night, memories popping out of their trance like state, and I cry buckets full of tears, until I fall asleep again, hours later. Real life is very painful. I feel like getting horribly drunk, that would be a nice change of addiction.

striped emily socks I frogged my supposed to be lace heart socks, and started striped ones instead. I am calling them Striped Emily Socks, toe up, I am about to turn heel! I think I will order wool so I can finish my Sesame jacket that I started last summer. I just cant be bothered, really… I dont even know why I keep on knitting, I never wear the things I make, nor does my brother.

I started to read The Glass Castle today, a brilliant book, I cant put it down! The insanest memoir there is. At most points, I dont know if I am supposed to laugh or weep, I highly recommend it, it is really good.

Despite saying no a billion times last week, I even wrote it on someones desk, I had expected my phone to ring already yesterday. It rang today. The post office just keeps adding to my already confused state. No only has a duration of 36 hours, who knew it could expire, you always learn something new each day.

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7 Responses to “No Has An Expiration Date”

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    9:50 pm on February 27th, 2007

    Sorry that life is being so cruel and painful to you recently *huggles*. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help.

    Did you say no to work?

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    7:58 am on February 28th, 2007


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    8:26 pm on February 28th, 2007

    (((connie))) es tut mir leid, dass es dir im moment so schlecht geht. fühl dich gedrückt.

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    1:56 am on March 1st, 2007


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    8:24 am on March 2nd, 2007

    connie, hast du vielleicht schon mal daran gedacht an so knitting swaps teilzunehmen? ich hab das jetzt ein paar mal mit blythekleidern gemacht und es macht voll viel spass. (wir könnten mal was swappen zum beispiel, da du super strickst und ich eher nähe oder häkle). dann hättest du wieder nen grund um zu stricken. (ist nur ne idee…)

    hoffe, dass es dir etwas besser geht.

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    Connie AUSTRIA
    9:04 am on March 3rd, 2007

    Du bist ja lieb Diana!!! Koennen wir gerne mal machen wenn Du Lust hast!

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    8:49 pm on March 3rd, 2007

    klar hab ich lust. können ja mal im babbleboard was ausmachen… 🙂

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