Sometimes, I am upset and sometimes, or rather often, my brother is in an horrible mood and I get to feel it all. This is how it is and I cant change him. Sometimes, he sais things that are horribly hurtful. Today was such a day. I dont even want to give details but it made me terrible upset, especially when I am not in good health, which is a topic all on its own. BUT whatever. This is my life and I am making the best out of everything, because every second is precious and if that means being upset, so be it. This is why this is important:
Things that make me happy instantly:
Lesson learned: for everything bad in life, there is at least one thing that can make up some of it. So instead of bursting into tears, I cried just a little bit and threw myself onto things I love. Almost a good deal.
You just cant not be happy with a dog like Emma:

We can manage, we can deal in some kind of way and we can always take care of ourselves. Again: lesson learned.
